we think we always have forever….

Our heads are full of ghosts…we are often haunted by what we were never able to say, never able to experience, the places we never went, the people we never loved,  most often the people we did. It’s never until something or someone is gone that we realize what we took for granted. The small things, those inconsequential moments of a single touch, a smile, a hand on your back, lips on your neck, the touch that radiated such warmth when you would reach for me in the middle of the night.  It’s these moments that end up as ghosts haunting us, in our dreams, our memories. I remember your face, like a million different pictures in my head. Fear that one day I will wake and not remember, and then you’ll be gone, forever… from my head, from my heart.  I could pick you out of a darkened room, your smell, your touch. Love given freely is a gift, but the greatest thing about love is that in giving it we are learning our own lesson, it’s a beautiful circle of truth. Welcome to my realm, blacktreerealm…

“There is always a fated quality about falling in love, but if you are lucky enough to find that person, do not allow fears to get in the way”


2 thoughts on “Darkness

  1. Erica says:

    INTENSE. I like. You have a very dark romantic side to you. And you remind me a lot of me when I am missing a guy. I used to write stuff similar to this about a few men I have loved (or thought I had true love with, but who knows really, if it was true, why is it gone right?) GREAT first post!

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